Break in the Dark

Ok, just want to type a short one, since quite bz this weekend, and wanna slp early.

Had 3 midterms last wk (Acc, 1020 - Prog, 2100 - Logic gates). Acc was... tough. I didn't have the eqns  memorised well enough, so was trying to make sense of it all from the little practice I had. 1020 has horrible. Was thoroughly depressed for the next few hrs after the test. Qns were really tricky and focused on checking the dark corners of the language -.- Lost something like 20 marks alr...  Lucky if I were in the median. Only 2100 was ok. But I forsee a steep curve... :( 1 more to go! (MA1101R)

I'd like to think the worst is over, but there's also a graded assignment, as well as a sit in lab this Thurs. That makes 3 again. If it wasn't for the fact that I did 1 today there'd be 4 -.- Uni life was never meant to be restful huh...

Since I ponned a whole bunch of stuff last wk, there's plenty of debts to be repaid, in the form of webcasts. There's also the 2100 lab I didn't manage to complete, to be done tml... Also have to go do all the finance stuff that I have backlogged. Urg... 

Felt kinda bad that I left Bei alone for Bio last fri... shall think of something to make it up to her :)

Alright... my stressful school life aside, honey moon period for the A lvl grads is over! Starting to be anyway =P Since results are out lol and so they'll have to start applying for uni~~ Am glad that sis did quite ok, and that emma did v well as well. Thank God :) Hope they'll get their dream courses ^.^

On a separate topic I saw a bunch of 9gag posts depicting how good friends would kinda fool around. They'd like be total douches to each other, and u'd supposedly not mind. And I... don't really agree?

For me, sure my friends and I fool around. We'd like do trash talk and stuff, and say like "oh i know u're liddat..." and stuff, but we'd never take it v far... or at least not that far. 

I personally don't prefer to do the "insult joke" thing with the people I care for. In fact, the more I care the more I'd be careful with what I say. And the more I'd only ask things to care for the person, or do things for them. It just seems counter intuitive to me to spend what little time I have with the people I care for saying stuff that they may end up taking offense to. 

Not that I'm against it. But it's just not for me i guess?

Maybe this is me being too uptight. And maybe changing this will make me more fun or popular. But it just feels so... unnatural.

Huh now I feel kinda dumb writing this... Not like this blog's gonna talk back to me, or anyone's actually reading :P But maybe one day I'll look back on this and say "haha that was me when I was 21". 

Alright. Gotta go watch some webcasts... Cya again!