Anticipating it but suppressing it.
It'll probably be quiet.
I'll make my wish now, that they may come true...
1. I wanna be a better person. One who can see deeper into issues, and be capable and strong enough to be decisive... to be able and willing to make the right choice, regardless of the consequences.
2. I want to live. I want the days of my life to be packed with activities that I enjoy from now on. To find the thing that I love most, and push through with it, and find the pinnacle. I want to look back at the end of my life and say, "I love the life I've lived, and I wouldn't have led it any other way."
3. I want to be someone who's more willing to cherish and show appreciation, especially to my family, to my aunt and uncles, to the friends who've stood by me.
That I'd do all this as one with Christ.
As a lol, I'll put in a 4th :P
haha...
And... Happy Birthday Mom! Its a miracle that we're born on the same day! Haha... you won't read this, but thanks so much for all the things you've done for me... for not giving up on me despite how impossible I can be sometimes. Pls stay healthy, and be sure to watch me. I'll definitely become someone you can be proud of. :)
To end off... a nice rendition by Jay Chou... just in case...
G.nite...
Ray
