+1

5 more mins to go...

Anticipating it but suppressing it.

It'll probably be quiet.

I'll make my wish now, that they may come true...

1. I wanna be a better person. One who can see deeper into issues, and be capable and strong enough to be decisive... to be able and willing to make the right choice, regardless of the consequences.
2. I want to live. I want the days of my life to be packed with activities that I enjoy from now on. To find the thing that I love most, and push through with it, and find the pinnacle. I want to look back at the end of my life and say, "I love the life I've lived, and I wouldn't have led it any other way."
3. I want to be someone who's more willing to cherish and show appreciation, especially to my family, to my aunt and uncles, to the friends who've stood by me.

That I'd do all this as one with Christ.

As a lol, I'll put in a 4th :P

haha...

And... Happy Birthday Mom! Its a miracle that we're born on the same day! Haha... you won't read this, but thanks so much for all the things you've done for me... for not giving up on me despite how impossible I can be sometimes. Pls stay healthy, and be sure to watch me. I'll definitely become someone you can be proud of. :)

To end off... a nice rendition by Jay Chou... just in case...




G.nite...
Ray

IU and Heroes Rave XD

IU SOOO CUUUTTE XD

This is the Heroes episode where they're supposed respond "Yoo Hooo!" when they're woken up by "GOOOD MORNING!!!" :P

Funny last bit says "Kid looking for comfort in mommy's blanket" haha...

Also addicted to her duet song, Nagging!

Hmm episode 23 of Heroes is probably the most meaningful episode to me so far. 6 stars each hold a lesson  for high school students, and tell them things that will be helpful to them when they step out into society.

Many of these lessons came from the stars' own backstories, and it's really precious in that it shows the tough route to stardom behind all the glamour. The thing in common with all of them is really that they never did give up, and plowed on with a positive mindset in building their strengths and overcoming their weaknesses. I've personally gained a lot from watching this ep...

I found a pretty complete back story of IU on Win Win 111213 ep 93 (13th Dec 2011) ep, as well as on strong heart ep 110.

Win Win

Strong Heart.

Haha well... supposed to be catching up on my work still. Have to balance it a bit. Cya

Midterms are over!

Yup midterms are finally over! Hurrah!

Although finals are a month away too but still it's good to have a breather :)

Had a really good rest in the last 2 days. Slept like log haha... >.<

Would really like to go out with some friends soon. I haven't even spoken to jh or ws or even syl in so long. Have to do something to break out of this lull :\

Anyway... things I wanna share here this time round :)

First! Mahou Sensei Negima has ended!


Don't really know whether to be happy or sad about it. The comic sorta lost steam at the last bit, with everything being covered only really really briefly. So many interesting things were only hinted at and done off screen that one kinda wonders... it seems as if the author just wanted to end it already. :(

That said, it's been a great 9yrs, with a story epic in proportions and truly grounded in culture, yet amazingly imaginative. If you haven't read it yet, and would like a story that balances action and romance, I would certainly recommend this comic :)

The only burning question that's left unanswered is WHO DOES NEGI END UP WITH????? Hope Akamatsu will do something about that too. And there's also that bit about rescuing Nagi. Why was it done offscreen? hrmph lol.

Next! I cannot believe I'm saying this but i've totally become a fan of Li Ji Eun aka IU! >\\\\<



She's shooooo cutttee XDDD and pretty at the same time. I dunno how the koreans manage it. It was always either pretty or cute. Now they've managed to do both O.O

Not to mention she's a really good singer XD

Check out Good Day :)

The lyrics and dance are so cute too haha.

Not really getting enough of her juz via MVs so am watching SBS Heroes! Super funny variety show!

Eps can be found here

And first ep: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xz8CrzITk7U

Alright cya all! Gotta catch up on my webcast debt now >.<

Raymond

Break in the Dark

Ok, just want to type a short one, since quite bz this weekend, and wanna slp early.

Had 3 midterms last wk (Acc, 1020 - Prog, 2100 - Logic gates). Acc was... tough. I didn't have the eqns  memorised well enough, so was trying to make sense of it all from the little practice I had. 1020 has horrible. Was thoroughly depressed for the next few hrs after the test. Qns were really tricky and focused on checking the dark corners of the language -.- Lost something like 20 marks alr...  Lucky if I were in the median. Only 2100 was ok. But I forsee a steep curve... :( 1 more to go! (MA1101R)

I'd like to think the worst is over, but there's also a graded assignment, as well as a sit in lab this Thurs. That makes 3 again. If it wasn't for the fact that I did 1 today there'd be 4 -.- Uni life was never meant to be restful huh...

Since I ponned a whole bunch of stuff last wk, there's plenty of debts to be repaid, in the form of webcasts. There's also the 2100 lab I didn't manage to complete, to be done tml... Also have to go do all the finance stuff that I have backlogged. Urg... 

Felt kinda bad that I left Bei alone for Bio last fri... shall think of something to make it up to her :)

Alright... my stressful school life aside, honey moon period for the A lvl grads is over! Starting to be anyway =P Since results are out lol and so they'll have to start applying for uni~~ Am glad that sis did quite ok, and that emma did v well as well. Thank God :) Hope they'll get their dream courses ^.^

On a separate topic I saw a bunch of 9gag posts depicting how good friends would kinda fool around. They'd like be total douches to each other, and u'd supposedly not mind. And I... don't really agree?

For me, sure my friends and I fool around. We'd like do trash talk and stuff, and say like "oh i know u're liddat..." and stuff, but we'd never take it v far... or at least not that far. 

I personally don't prefer to do the "insult joke" thing with the people I care for. In fact, the more I care the more I'd be careful with what I say. And the more I'd only ask things to care for the person, or do things for them. It just seems counter intuitive to me to spend what little time I have with the people I care for saying stuff that they may end up taking offense to. 

Not that I'm against it. But it's just not for me i guess?

Maybe this is me being too uptight. And maybe changing this will make me more fun or popular. But it just feels so... unnatural.

Huh now I feel kinda dumb writing this... Not like this blog's gonna talk back to me, or anyone's actually reading :P But maybe one day I'll look back on this and say "haha that was me when I was 21". 

Alright. Gotta go watch some webcasts... Cya again!

The cycle starts again.

Recess week is over in the blink of an eye... And midterms are just around the corner.

Feeling measurably more rested, but it's like... not enough.... urg. Tutorials labs n stuff are starting up again...

Financial period is also closing...

God help me.

******

Song in my head:
It will Rain - Bruno Mars

On Relationships

Strangers Again

                                                                       Alone, Forever?

Gastly

Love this :D