Tired. As usual. And depressed.
My first exam this week turned out horribly... Once again banking on the bell curve...
Can only blame myself for that... What happened to being more disciplined this sem...
To add to my troubles, they're making us choose our specialisation now (wtf NUS? why during exams?)... I'm really not prepared to do that yet... The modules are becoming really tedious...
Is this really the path I want?
And then there's that thing with the YongSeo couple. I swear I'll never get myself attached to another of those couple gimmick things again. Beautiful though it may be if their relationship is true (BANMAL SONG!! T.T Find myself smiling or tearing every time I hear the song... Knowing the "true" story behind the song changes the significance of the song so much!), and damn I hope it is..., both the possibility of it being only make believe, and the cold termination and denial of the relationship at the end of the show if it is real, causes me way too much unnecessary distress...
Their lives have nothing to do with mine. I have to re-centre my life and tackle my own problems already...
That said. If it's real... Thank you for the good times...
The original video uploaded by the pair w eng subs...
Banmal Song - YongHwa (C.N.Blue) & SeoHyun (SNSD)
And the touching finale that nearly drove me insane...
To end off, the song that seems to have some relevance my current state of mind at present...
I'm a Loner - C.N.Blue
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